20 November 2009

so sadly

im not good in writing, but i dont know what i must to do know. i dont know who can listen to me, i dont know who that i believe to keep my secret. maybe i just can share with this blog. maybe people can see that i had a beautiful life,maybe they think that im better than them, but you dont know anything about me.really. now i need someone beside me, listen to me about my feeling absolutely now, somebody can give their shoulder for me to cry, i need them. who can be "them"?? i dont know,huhuhuhuhu i really want have a normal life, i dont like to be me now,i feel so terrible. =(

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